that airhead filled with smoke<3

Monday, May 25, 2009

♥ 8:06 AM

its funny how you come back here after 2/3 years, and still feeling a sense of attachment? i cant exactly remember when i touched this bloggg! i do know some people still visit this blog.. just to recieve some updates or what not.. I'm sorry to have deserted this place so abruptly but the public nuisance from the tagboard got in the wayy.

Cjc has been a really great place, a lovely environment to be in i must say. i wouldnt know how it would be like to be in AC though. Yes, the forementioned statement is arguable.. But i guess its when you actually make the effort to socialise and step out from your comfort zone that defines who you really are. Besides, someone once told me that "mgs has really sheltered all of us." and i do agree to that statement to a large extent.

Dont get me wrong guys, i still love you friends who are in acjc. (that is why im going for the sleepovers[QUARTERS!] and class gathering!). and i do in actual fact, miss you guys alot. Often, i'll sit in class and think about the times we all had.

april fool jokes were never the same without you. Red carpets/clapping retardedly/shouting along the corridors/shaking hands/tickling/popular shopping/retarded laughters... omgosh, there are just an endless list of stuff we used to do altogether. I do miss. However, new experiences, new life.. has to comee and we'll just accept and move on. Though we have ended up in different environments (our promise was broken. hahha getting into the same junior college hur. look where we are now!) , but it made me treasure US so much more. i love you guys, forever and ever.

All this reminscing has made me miss MG loads. LOVEMG is arriving and i have a hunch i'll be going back and... catch up with old friends and teachers. I miss.

Not only that, my quarters/tableclique/studyinggroup will be having a sleepoverr. how cool is that! im hopingg everythinggg would still be the same, just like before...(:

stupid messed up fringe then.

love you mgfriends. CJC would never be the same experience as MG but its all cool. love all my classes!

" cos we'll all know..
this friendship is stronger than the waves crashing against the rocks near the shores.
its tighter than the strings on the guitar
Most of all...
even when forever doesnt happen always but i believe, it'll happen for us."

love you 3O/4O 2006/2007

BRANDON CHEW. HAVE FUN READING THIS. byebye.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 9:18 PM

i'll just summ up today and say

im feeling the stresss and remedial was hell dramatic
but it was all for a good reason
im sorry laoshi):
im so determined to ace my chinese it scares me too
sigh.
ACE ACE ACE. VJC RJC WHOOSH(:

im not gonna count on dsa to get in
cos i think by this, you're not using your own abilities to get in
so its kinda like cheating
like ahem,dixon and gang,ahem:)
hahahaha
nah but they are brilliant to begin with
and even if i actually could use dsa, i think i would still struggle in jc
yup.
so im determined to count on my ability to get in.

yup.
and im glad ive got friends along to push me
squeak, jo, doreen, alloy, brandon koh, kelly and many.
shyte lahh:) i just cant stop feeling so happy..

but now, im sad that my blog is dead): shoot me.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 6:27 AM

\ D i X o N / says:
lol u go ur pulse
\ D i X o N / says:
then if its beating like
\ D i X o N / says:
doom doom doom doom doom d o om
\ D i X o N / says:
then thats kinda sian
\ D i X o N / says:
if its beaitng
\ D i X o N / says:
doom doom doom doom
\ D i X o N / says:
then sian o meter quite low
\ D i X o N / says:
so not sian
i'll prefer you over you says:
HAHA

hahahaha its too funnny.
and this

i'll prefer you over you says:
i think you're taking your heart beat instead lah
i'll prefer you over you says:
HAHA
\ D i X o N / says:
cant
\ D i X o N / says:
its daoing me

HAHAHA I LOVE DIXON'S NONSENSE:)
it makes me happy toot toot toot:)

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 4:54 PM

today was really alright.
:D
had many subs today but i survived, amazingly.
had kelly next to me.
the funny thing was.
eunice and squeak were both late for sch.
and both of them arrived in chemistry.
eunice walks in with a friendly gesture.
squeak walks in with a rather embarrassed and shy look
hahaha:)
shes too sexy lahh

hahaha.
no im not in love with her.
fast forward
so i didnt heed doc's advice.
she persuaded me to eat porridge but i couldn't resist western.
hence, i ate chicken mayo&wedges.
damn, im gonna die. AHAHA no i keed.
:) uhhh, what else.
i had a nice chit chat with jo today.
not too long.
but raather short and sweet.
and squeak, i loved your toilet chats.
haahaha(: TOILET BUDD.
we should go there more often.
our "vomits" session. AHAHAHA.
:) too cool.
but i really felt unwell that day, so it wasnt much of a lie.
hurhur.

you know i seriously need to kick my ass to study
its getting far too overboardd.
everyone is on to their next tys and im still on my first.
what logic is this.
arghh):
motivate me somebody):
jo, do, cass, lyd tan. WHATEVER
you guys are the nerds, so work some miracle.
AHHAHA(:

okay to sum things up
i hate sch
i love friends
and.

im going to die.
(:

physics prac was fun with steph and kelly.
helping each other out was cool
we finished within 30 mins?
AHAHHA:) kelly is too cool.
hahaahahaha
<3

and i'll stroll down the sand
with the waves rushing in
with the scent of your belonging
i feel like love exist so.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 12:44 AM

& for that last missing puzzle
it seems to have lost its way
just when i turned away

<3

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 5:21 PM

i think when times taken over
i bid farewell to those ive loved
and enter a new lifestyle where feelings are never concerned
adaption is the key to success.
no really, is it?

all but just a dream
you care only about your life now
i dont seem to be a part of you like before
tell me im more to that
i dont feel the connection and spark we had before
maybe things have revolved round and changed
but love was never that.
maybe yours is, but mine never
im estatic to have alloysius lai as a best friend
cos no matter when im sad depressed elated inpain
he is always there.
hmmm, guess thats why he is noted as a best friend<3

ohhh!
i hate this pain.
tell me i need some painkillers.
I NEED MIRACLES.
i totally cant study in this condition.
it'll just make me cry at the thought of it.
argh
i hate lifee.
its so dead-ish
like what jo mentioned in her blog,
its so true you just had to agree
( though i know half the time you shouldnt ) hahah, i keed.
studies really do occupy half your life?
lets all do mathematics and calculate now.

):

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 4:50 PM

oh having an upset tummy isnt the slightest bit nice.
after drill comp, i intend to stay in the hospital for 1/2 nights.
depends on what the doctor say.

okay i dont even have the energy to type now.
wish me all the best in the parade field. yup.
oh last night was simply touching.

i just wanna say a big thank you to

steph, shuen, prilla, teewhy, jo, do, squeak, shawna, rachel how
caroline, sam, leti, jemma, andre, aaron, charlie, ameer, eunice, kelly,
zhen, emma, alloy and many others

for the calls
for the smses
and for the love. HAHAHA(:

okay just telling you guys, IM FINE.
thank you.
my stomach is killing me. better go get some rest now.

bye!

you know what?
you dont have to utter a word,
i'll just take it as you dont care no more.
baby, kiss me goodbye

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU

♥ 6:27 AM

the start of something is always more than that.
but at the end, its nothing but sorrows.

it ends tonight.

i feel like a fool, i feel like ive been betrayed.
but thankfully for steph and many others,
i'll brave this like its nothing.
i cant do this, but i'll try.

wowmamakohkohpantiesfleefriedcharkwayteow!
i ate 4 tubs of ice cream and am craving for more.
i think my mum knows im upset. sigh):

love is a ghost encounter. i remember that.

now we`re sure;
I♥YOU